I supposed it has been more than a month since I last wrote to you. Forgive me Diary because I have been busy with my life. I have not forgotten you neither have I wanted to ignore you but my schedule had been tight for the past month. I had been working Diary. What I meant was I had been literally working, like having a full time job that pays me a salary at the end of the month.
I thought that I had chosen the right job for myself, well perhaps I might have but at my kind of age, I cannot depend on that salary. It was a sales job with a base salary and commission but the base salary was too small for me and the commission system was a misery. I have so many plans for myself and I couldn’t wait. It is just too much to explain what is in my head Diary but I know what I want in my life and I have said to myself, if I have to work that hard and get reward as such then I might as well focus on something that I know I can be rewarded well and handsomely.
After three weeks of joining the working force with a schedule of 9 to 6 from Monday to Friday, I decided to quit. There was a little of commotion when I tendered my resignation but I managed to make the company accepted my notice in 24 hours. I was not happy Diary. I have not been an employee for the past 5 years and becoming one proved to be too much for me to handle. I am back in property and I guess I have realized what I have to do.
There are plans for my division to go into the private market and that probably helps to boost my spirit. District 15 is where we are going to target and I might be a part of the team to market the private properties there. I really don’t know how it is going to work but I have decided to do it anyway. Being in the full time salaried workforce for the three weeks has taught me what I really have to do to stay focus. It sort of acts like an eye opener for me and I have to admit that it has broaden my mind a bit.
I was forced to wake up at 6 in the morning and leave home at 7 and that routine that I had to adopt in that 3 weeks has somehow made me a more disciplined person. I go to sleep early and I wake up early too just as the sun is about to rise. I suppose that is what I must practice to succeed. Early bird catches the worm I was told.
There are a couple of new things in my life now. I enjoy them very much and I look forward to treasure every moment I spend with them. There are many things that you have to know about my life now Diary. I have progressed emotionally and mentally. 2010 is gone but what I have learnt in 2010 will always be in my background. The people I have known and the people that I have left, the places that I have left my footprints and the places that I have just stumble upon, they are still in my mind. I still feel for them but I know now that I am leading a new life in new places with new people. Life goes on with memories in the background waiting to be reminisced.
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