Dear Diary,
Have I told you that I met Nur
Kasih for the second time? My hike to Swettenham was with 14 other
participants. Nad and Sarah was with me and we carpooled. Nur Kasih offered to
make sandwiches for me and I accepted her offer. She made egg mayonnaise and
sardine sandwiches for the three of us. They were delicious and honestly I like
them very much.
I met her in the afternoon on
Friday. I fetched her from her office and we went for some snacks at a coffee
shop nearby. The good thing about her work is, she has work there for the
longest time and she is free to come out and meet me easily. She has this
flexibility in her workplace that will benefit our relationship. This is a good
thing because I can only meet her during weekdays. I came to her office and
waited by the roadside. She came bringing along with her this motherly aura she
has since she got married and have children.
You see, the thing about married
woman is she is sexy without realising it. That motherly care she shows to you
is a symbol of deep love of a woman who has carried foetuses in her womb for
nine months and nine days without complain. She has given birth to three
beautiful children. She showers them with her love, care and concern and now
she has me to do the same. Have you ever felt so much love before? I have never
felt so much love until I am back with her. This feeling of care she shows me
makes me realise how true her love to me is. I might be careless sometimes
because I have been single for so long and I overlooked the small matters but I
hope she knows that all I have for her are love and happiness. I was so fond of
counting my troubles, but I did not count my joys. If I counted them up as I
ought to, I would see that every lot has enough happiness provided for it. She
is my joy nowadays.
I spent about 5 hours with her. I
sent her back to her office and waited for her again as she packed up to leave
office to go home. She did not drive that day as her car broke down. I sent her
home that day. I felt good being able to do that for her. We have come a long
way, both of us. We fell in love the first time when we were kids, we had
little money but we had so much love for each other. I did not even have a
driving license back then while she did not even have a car. I remember those
times I spent with her. She was very child-like, manja. And it was my honour to
pamper her however I can.
She directed me to her house. The
drive was not smooth as she kept giving me the directions at the last minute. I
was not angry. I was enjoying the rough and bumpy ride. We were laughing in the
car. I supposed both of us had such a lovely time. We have had histories and we
both have chemistry. Occasionally she took my hand and held it tight and I would
do the same. It is a lucky thing I can drive single handed. I am skilful, I know.
Upon reaching her house, we sat in the car for while. She left her house keys
in her car and the car is at the workshop. She had to wait for her husband to
arrive home. We chatted, we laughed and we were playful to each other. I remember
we were like kids. I was happy and she was too and I am glad. I suppose she
needs to laugh more, we all do.
When her husband arrives, I sent
her to her block. We bid farewell and off I went to USJ to fetch Sarah and Nad.
The ride to USJ was bad as Waze failed me and I had to find the way there
myself. But it was nothing, I was happy after meeting the love of my life. People
take different roads seeking fulfillment and happiness. Just because I am not
on my road doesn’t mean I have gotten lost.
PS: Kau dan aku...Jadi kita satu, Faj sayang Ein
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