Another Lazy Monday

Dear Diary,

Today, I experience another lazy morning. I did not plan this but I simply thought I wanted to give myself another break from work. Well not really actually. I still woke up the same time and accompanied mother to JB to get her ATM card renewed. I am surprised that the banks in Malaysia still issue ATM cards with expiry dates. Maybe it is an issue with security but yes it can be quite troublesome sometimes.

Last night I went to view a stall. It was spontaneous. I was doing my proposal and I was looking up the advertisements in the paper. There and then I called up the number and I decided to go and have a look at the stall myself. It was crowded. There are only five Muslim stalls who are operating and the rest are non Muslim stalls. I still have not decided. Hello Kitty and Pink like the stall. Oh yes, Pink is my future staff. I am still deciding and I give myself until tomorrow. I brought mother with me to view the stall today, she seemed quiet and did not suggest anything to me. I am lost. I do not know if she is happy with the idea of me running a food stall. I simply cannot tell.

Sometimes I do not know what to do. People say, a parents blessings are important and I do not know if she blesses me opening this business. I need her views so I can decide. I need her suggestions and most of all I need her moral support. Perhaps she is keeping mum because she does not want to discourage me. But in times like this, I do need her opinions. 

Last night was encouraging. The Hawker centre was packed with people. Today, during lunch it was quiet and that made me become indecisive. I am not sure if I should wait or grab the stall. The thing is, if I were to wait, I might not find a stall that is suitable to me. This stall suits my budget and requirements. The only thing that goes against my plan is the menu. I need time to think. It is surely not easy for me. 

It is near to my workplace. I am planning to visit the hawker centre everyday during lunch to see the crowd. Monday might be a quiet day because most hawker stalls and food stalls close their businesses on Monday but I will have to keep watch on other days. It surely is difficult Diary....I am a bit discourage now. *sighs*

This stall certainly suits my budget but I cannot do without my main menu. Nasi campur is my specialty but other stalls have already had that menus so the option I have now is to sell nasi ayam penyet and other things that people always associate with it. Let me see....nasi ayam penyet, nasi bawal penyet, nasi udang penyet and nasi sotong penyet. What else Diary? I can specialise in nasi ayam menus and add on like nasi ayam, nasi ayam sambal, nasi ayam black pepper etc etc. i can go on and on but one of the stall also already had those menus. I am stuck, really I am. *thinking* 

Oh never mind Diary.....I think I will just let it rest for awhile now. I need to see the doctor.